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Last post!!






Wahaha. Yuan lai this post has being hidding among my drafts! Okies. This should be my last post on this blog. I'm moving!!! Ask me if you want to view. :)

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9.1.1, You dono how much it meant to me

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Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's me



You, do you remember me?
Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?
Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own,
and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see,
that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
yeah...

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now its gone
And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..
Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see,
that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Oh yeah...

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...
You, when you remember me?
...And before you set me free, oh listen please...

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see,
that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...
Somebody's me...
Oh yeah...

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To all the bastard bros in da world

Shit You!!! Who do you think you are? King? Like fuck! This idiot 11-years-old boy named HAN XING JIAN just dono what is call respect. What he did is totally shameful.

HXJ throw those twisted wires(what appear is totally junk ) at da shoe area for 2 FULL DAYS. Then my grandma thought it is another piece of junk he collect from outside n twisted it to keep it. In case you dono, HXJ is well-known in my family to collect pieces n pieces of junk and bring home. He is da potential Junk Collector. He saw it and he start to throw a tantrum, saying how important it is and demand my grandma to compensate him $100 for his loss. What shit. Which idiot will throw their important things there? Obviously he don't use his brain. Then he start to scold my grandma.. all those C n B words. Totally no respect at all. He cant even make a cup of milo. All he know is "Grandma.. milo"... "Grandma.. I want to eat".

I totally cannot stand it.

It's like.. hello.... bossing our grandma around like that is already unforgiven.. and now you're verbally abusing her..? Is that even half right? Of course my mom side my grandma and get scoldings from HXJ as well. Argh.. it is not da first time dat he treat them like that.

I went out to reason with him. But realised later that it is totally of no use. Because reasoning with someone who don't even use his brain is totally a waste of time. Can he even spell 'reasoning'? I slapped him twice. Shiok. And get lotsa scratches on my arm from him. Argh. It's bleeding. I wonder if i will get infection because he is a dirty junk collector who don't bath everyday.

When can he learn. Firstly, he cant study. Secondly, he only know how to sit in front of da computer or TV everyday. Thirdly, he show no respect to da elderly at all. So what is he good for..?

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Cry- Rihanna

Sharing this song by Rihanna. Quite nice.

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

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Nobody would understand how much it hurt inside. It's stupid.. im da one who initiate the break-up.. I'm da one who suggest the one month cool down period. But now... I don have the right to say him.. just like when he say he don't have the right to object me from going out with other guys. But it just feel so bad, real bad. Jealousy and more jealousy! I hate it. I hate those photos! Hate the fact that we don't even have a single photo like that.. no.. it's not even a single normal photo together. Issit so shameful to have me as ya girlfriend that you want to hide me? Just so heartbroken... I thought you would miss me, I thought you would at least feel that something is missing from ya life... That's what I hoped to see. But it's not the case. Totally disappointing. I guess you can live just as well without me. It's stupid to be saying that you miss me and yet you want to refrain yourself from calling me. It's simply stupid. I don't buy that... All I know is that my absence doesnt make a difference to ya. I don't care if that's your friend or what. If ya really gonna treat ya friends better than ya gf.. den I rather be ya friend.

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Exams

Having my paper in less den 11 hours but I only studied 1.5/8 of the book and 0% of my notes. Sobz. Just cant concentrate. Just cant concentrate. Mummy give me a bottle of ji jing please. I spent more time thinking of what to wear later then studying. Oh my goodness. Cant set my priorities right. >_<

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O_O

So terrible. The moment I reach home I could hear them quarreling. Reluctant to return home to see them fight, I sat at the staircase, hoping that they would soon calm down and leave the house. However, the argument got rather serious because I could hear my grandma screaming. Hai. All I can do is to go home to stop them. So shocked. The moment I step into the kitchen I saw my father sticking his body into the space where the window panels are already broken. My grandma was trying to pull him back. He's trying to reach my mother who's inside the other side of the kitchen. I shouted for him to stop, shouted for him to go to the living room, but he just won't listen. He's drunk. Very drunk. Drank more den 1 bottle of hard liquor. Heard from my mom that he started drinking since last night. That's so terrible. Tins of milo and milk powder etc etc are scattered on the floor. He kept crying. Saying that my mom want him dead. That upsets mi. He hit the top part of the window panel with his hand. Blood just spurt out like that. Yes. He's hand jus started to bleed profusely. The kitchen floor, living room and myself are covered with his blood. You know the feeling of blood just dripping on you? So fresh that you can even feel the warmth of the blood. There's really no empty space for us to walk, because no matter what you will step onto the blood stains. The workers called the ambulance. But he just cant calm down. In the end the medics gotta call the police to settle it. I hate it. Hate my mother's guts. Very angry. Why is it that she only tell her side of the story? Why didn't she tell the police how she accuses him of sleeping with the workers? Why act and say that you don't wanna pursue the matter and later add on that if you pursue he would give you trouble? Why is it that you just sound like those bad woman who are so hypocrite in those tv shows? I'm so upset. I don't feel like talking to you.

I felt really heartbroken at the hospital just now. The policemen use those belts to attach his hands and legs to the bed. Even when he need the loo, the leg belts are not undone. Seeing how weak and haggard his back view look when he move slowly in the direction of the toilet affects me greatly.

I don't want to end up like them... I don't want to have a broken marriage... a broken family.

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Being a while...

Bored. Bored. Bored.

Now it's photo sharing time.


We decided we want to look really miserable



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omg!! stop calling me!!

(Thanks for all your help...I will try to return you asap.. )


OMG!!! Got some bangla by the name of 'william' kept calling and messaging me since yesterday!! OMG!! Sobz.. Stupid me.. Why i donno how to hang up on people?

Yesterday on my way home, i saw a miss call from a unfamiliar no. At first i thought its yw using his friend's phone to call me. Because he is in NS already, and he's phone sock already. So i called back...

LQ: hello..
W: hello?
LQ: erm.. did anyone call me at this no. juz now?
W: Oh... yeah...
LQ: Sorry... may i know who called me?
w: who's this?
LQ: huh..? you mean you don't know.. erm.. den i think its okay..
w: wat's ur name?
LQ: if you know me... you should know my name? if not i think i should hang up now..
W: are you a christian?
LQ: (very blur) huh? no????
W: are you a muslim?
LQ:????????????????no????????????????
W: are you a hindu?
LQ: y would u want to know...
W: no la.. juz asking... are you a christian?
LQ: Huh..? tot you asked already.... sorry i m hanging up..
W: why? you don like to talk to me...?
LQ: I donno who are you.. and i don't talk to strangers...
W: Are u a singaporean?
LQ: Sorry...i am hanging up...
W: oh.. okay....Are u a indonesian?
W: Are you a malay?
W: Are you a chinese?
(He go on and on with his nonsense and completely ignore what i am saying... then i just hang up)

About 1 hour after I hanged up.. he sms me these...
"sorry"
"den mens"
"madam dont think rongly i am also dont want girl frind but i like to make a frindship because your way of talking is very soft i dont like to see you but with your permision i can improve my knowladge" (notice: its not my typo... this is according to the smses)
"why you dont like to replay me" ( i think he meant why i don't want to reply him)
etc etc...

Then he called me 10 times today!! Because i forget to bring my hp... so by the time i reached home. I already got 14 miss calls, and 10 are from him!! OMG!! And also 5 smses.

He is cunning lo... he used a private number to call again. And i stupidly pick up!! He keep asking me the same questions again and again!! I told him that i dont wanna make friend with him but he juz say "oh.. okay..." and continue with his questions!!

"Are you working?"
"Are you studying?"
"Are you in primary, secondary, colleage or polytechnic?"
"Are you married?" (Why? You wanna marry me issit.. arghhhhhhhh)

Wait till friday.. then you die liao!!




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Scary Encounter!!

>_<

Tuesday after my RC meeting at one of the zones, I went to the bus stop to wait for Yw. Then there is this weird man, half naked, lying on the 'curb' in the middle of the road. At first I thought he is another poor homeless guy... who expects that he actually went around disturbing people!

Firstly, he went over to the bus stop opposite my mine, and walk towards the family at the bus stop. One of the kid cried, that scare him away. He stay at one corner for a while. He made "monkey sounds" and keep scratching his body like a monkey. That man went back to the bus stop after that family left. He sat there and shouted in fraustration. His behaviour is just like those babarian in the past?

He remain there for a while before crossing the road to the bus stop where I am at. He stood real close to me, speaking in a weird language (not any that I known of) and making hand signals. I can't really think because my head is at his stomach level and he is quite smelly. >_<>


Luckily there are people at the bus stop, the bus came and a guy offer to escort me on board. But I didn't board the bus because I am waiting for Yw. I went to sit at one corner of the bus stop. That man sat too, some distance away from me. Then he walk towards me again. I quickly stood up, another couple at the bus stop went off quickly. He walked behind me and stepped on my pants! Because my pants are too long.. =/

I am quite scare until 2 guys came to the bus stop. Because I know that if there are other people... I would be safer?

After some consideration, I went to the police post and alert the police. I am quite upset because that policeman look at me and laugh. He only ask me how do I derive that he is a crazy man, then said that he would ask his colleagues to check it out later. What I think is that, that guy should be at least a little more enthu right? Even if it's just to entertain me? I left the police post feeling quite disappointed. From what I know, they didn't went to check like what that policeman promise me, this is because I stayed at that bus stop for like 1/2 hour more. I sat alone at the bus stop, feeling quite helpless and cried for a while. >_<>


I emailed the RC chairman the next day because I wanna alert him. He is very kind and apologised for not escorting me to the bus stop. He informed the police at that zone and they say that they would look out for that man.

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stupid molestor

Idiot!! Stupid molestor... touched mi!! By the shoulder.... so angry...
Then still turn and stick up his thumb... WHAT PIANGGGGGGGGGGGGZZZZZZZ!! Go eat shit lah...=/

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SoOoOo sWeEt

Wah!! So sweet... please sing to me more often. =) Hor..? Hao ren? =X

Wah... I haven't start on my IEF! Man! Always slack and slack... then start to regret after exams.. What's the use of regreting? Haix...

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Not forgetting you!!

This post is for my dearest Pei Wen!!

No matter what people says about us!! You're still my best friend, best ex-classmate, best schoolmate-to-be, best gossiping partner/shopping partner...
Aren't ya gonna thank you parents and sista for receiving so many titles?? =X Hehex! Yeah... finally don't need to face you le~~ kidding! Study hard girl! Don't let people look down on us... I will try to study too =D. Promise! And I appreciates what you wrote in your love letter... but I am taken! Haha. Lalala~

Here's some pictures of this self recognised L** J** L**** look-alike... lolz
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Love ya lots!!

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I was browsing thru my previous post when I came upon the Aya post. I really admired her spirit to live on though her life changed totally. She tried to continue to study even though she had difficulties reaching class in time, have difficulties writing therefore cannot get down notes in time and many more. She refused to give up even though she is faced with so many obstacles. Sadly, I am quite the opposite. First paper of the final exam is on the 24th of Feb. But I am still slacking around playing Gunbound, maple and surfing internet. Slacking have never being easier before the exams. Why? =( I want to study but just won't get started... why? Please enlightens me. I even learnt to watch Kids Central after 6,00 p.m. on weekdays and after 1.00 p.m. on weekends. SobZ!! What the hell am I thinking!!!??? Please let me start studying!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay... here are the neoprints that we took yesterday.
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Okay!! I am supposed to be posing in front and Yw acting to be curious at the back. LolZ. My big face covers everything. =X
Now... its his turn!! Bleah!! =P
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I look much smaller in this one. My dear... look at the camera!! =P
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That was one cruel act!!! You evil ass!!!

We got married!!! Here's our wedding photo... I look so pretty!!!
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our first neoprint

Yw came today and bring me to Yishun to watch movie, =D so happy. "I not stupid too" is not a bad show. Reminds me of my parents... who never listen to us but want us to listen to them only; who ask us not to do something and do it themselves; who thinks that what they do/ what they do for us is always right; who always scold me whether I do wrong/ didn't do wrong.
Then we took our first neoprint together. Nice! Posting it soon~~

"If you don't believe me... then why bother asking me..." =(

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Happy new year!!

Woo~ New year is coming... and I got quite a few things to do. Beside trying to do those sucky projects on hand... I want to "da shao chu"... I want to buy new year goodies... shop for new year clothes/shoes/socks etc. =P >_<
Went shopping today with PW.. Haha we talk quite a bit, and gossip quite a bit too. But I'd fun doing so... Gossip-Monger..
Miss Muffet sat on a Tuffet... correct or not huH?

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hmm.. yummy!

Wee woo wee~ Tried to bake cookies friday. Man!! Considered a diaster ba. Lolz. It taste nice, but the bottom looks like charcoal and the inside like muffin. Plus! The cookie stick to the baking tray and so most of it didn't come out in a piece. It was wu ma fen shi by Ed. Haha =X so funny. But a little guilty la... Because I was the one who suggested baking cookies. When it turn out to be a diaster... he had to clear all the mess.

Then on saturday! Ta da~ we made our own Cheese Fondue! It got a strong wine taste when its not supposed to, just can't figure out why. But I enjoyed it... hahaha. Yummy!
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By the way... I just finished watching "Tears". A real story... About this 15 years old girl (Aya) who got 脊椎小腦子變性症. A disease that cannot be cured, and would only worsen each day. Aya lost her ability to walk, speak, eat, breath properly, move as she like because her brain cells are dying and can't send the signals to the other part of her body. The most scary part of the show is that because the brain can't send signals to her body properly, she would lose her balance and just fall head first. Her body would not react like normal people (Using hands to cushion the fall). And twice in the show, Aya fall like that, once landed on her chin and another time on her forehead. So scary lor. "Tears" really made me cry a lot. Especially when the characters in the show say so many touching and meaningful de words. Aye aye.. >_<

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i am gone...

If that's how you see me, then I got nothing more to say to you. I know I've let you down, and you can scold me for that. But please don insult me by taking me as a materialistic girl. I didn't break up with you because you don't drive, I didn't go out with them because they got a car. I don't care about what your friends say "crap"... I know my reason for break up may sound like a crap, yes it is a crap. I am totally upset now. I know you won't be reading this... Haha. I crap so that I can leave you without worries. Without worrying that you might hurt yourself, give up on the many things in life. So many times that I've asked for a break up, and so many times you threaten me with death, with your studies etc. But that's not the way to keep someone. Yes, and for that many times, I stayed. But it's not because of anything else, it's just because I'm scare. I don't want you to hurt yourself, I don't want anything to happen to you, just because of my selfish decision. Sorry. But I am really not a perfect person. I wanna be with my friends sometimes, I wanna stay out late sometimes, I wanna wear skirts, I wanna be freed... But you wanna take all that away from me. You want me to be a normal girl, someone who only got you in the eyes. I'm sorry, you can't control me like that. I feel suffocated. I loved you, but it's all gone now... I've gone to live my new life, I hoped you will too.

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issit really true? all issit all a lie?

Hey... do I look like someone who gave birth before? =(

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aiya... work again..

>_<>
Super tired now... sleep at about 4 a.m. each day and wake up at 9.30 a.m. like that... hmm... scully 17 years old (Muhahaha...=X) den look like 70 years old le. Sobz sobz.. my parents still ask mi sleep more... lolz. Sheng jing bing, my eye bag become school le la!

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super tired

Aye aye... so long since my last blog. These 3 days being working.. so tired wor... got many funny things happen though. Got this very scary guy... took some samples of the "thai shark fins" den stand beside mi n say "tai guo yu chi"... the face must b very sincere like tat. Hmm... den i "huh"... he walked back to the stall and took more samples, finished it up and come in front of mi and wave "hi".. !!!! SO SCARY!!! (For more... please visit ah nei's blog...=P)
Hmm... Poor me... tmr need to wake up at 9.30 a.m. tmr morning... cos gotta help parents work. This time the location is at Serengoon. Woo.. the previous time i went there... quite interesting. So hard to earn money... but i need to. Hoped to save as much as possible by next semester holidays. Aye aye... hmm... =( PMS...

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hai ren jing!

:( What have i done... i hurt you again.
Why am i crying... isnt breaking up what i want..? Why am i aching.. why...

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++++About Me++++

Name=Li Qing

Birthday=9/26/1986

++++Wish List++++

~More Dresses

~More Bags

~More Shoes

~More $$$$$

~Digi Cam

~Holiday trips~

~Red Vaio LapTop

~Visit to da Zoo

~Visit to da Underwater World

~No more panda eyes!!

~To b shorter by 5cm

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+++Ice Cream

+++Chocolate

+++Soup *Yummy*

+++Shopping

+++Chill Out

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+++Dresses

+++Jap Food

+++Salmon

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---Insects

---Panda EYES!!

---Bad Hair Days

---Certain cartoon characters

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