Another box of vcds
I meet shen today and we started on a new show. Another "ou xiang ju". By Yang chen ling and Li wei. Hmm... not really that nice because i don't like the characters in this show. Abit fickle-minded especially the girl, just cannot decide who she want to be with. Or let's say she've decided to be with Xiao feng, yet still cannot have a clean cut between another guy and herself. Hmm... We watched the whole volume I plus 2 vcd from volume II for the past 12 hours. lolZ Its really watching non-stop. =.=''I wondered for all the time that we are together, how many shows have we watched together. Most of the time we had nothing to say to each other. So i am glad that there are such things as vcds. I know it's quite bad. But i think i've changed. No longer am i the one who can share with anyone about anything. I realised that i prefer to keep things to myself or just like what i am doing now... It's getting harder and harder to face people. Sometimes i just hate the crowd, hate the way they might look at mi. I am no longer mi. The one that don't care a damn about what other people think.
I've learnt to be hypocrite sometimes. It's easier to get by being hypocrite. Because sometimes people like to hear lies rather then the truth. This is where white lies comes in. What have i done for the past 18 years? Nothing meaningful or anything special that people remember. I guess many secondary friends don't remember how i look like already. Haha. I knew that some do... Because we are still keeping in contact. But i donno about the majority.
I regreted many things that i've done in the past. Some regrets are actually getting to know someone... ...
Think there's someone getting married until my block. Argh... i can smell the food... =P~~~~