i hate myself
i hate myself! we broken up... i hurt him... i know i did. but what can i do to make it up to you? Just make sure you live well okay. =( i don't want to lie to you. and breaking up is the only possible option. I don't want to lie to you whenever i stay out late, i don't want to lie to you!whenever i did... i felt so guilty. I've never lied so many times in my life. Nothing but a stupid liar... i lifted you high and let you go... i feel the pain...just like e way you want mi too. you want mi to be guilty for the rest of my life... tell you...i will. i hate myself for breaking up with you. But i don't want to wait until we all end up like my parents then regret. everything will be too late by then. you're really nice. but i don't deserve it. I know one day i might regret, for giving up someone like you...nobody loved mi the way like you did. they all sux! but the better the reality is... the more i wonder if its true. What if you turned out to be like them? i hate myself... i hate to be here hurting you. why did you loved mi...