i sux
totally fed up with myself! argh...idiotic mi...stupid mi! can't even learn to care for a people!
but am i really not ready for a relationship or is it because i don't love him? i am really confused. i don't want to hurt anybody... but i am already doing so! everything is just out of control. i want to go out with friends, i want to have fun, i want my freedom no restrictions!! love mi if you can do that... leave mi if you can't... argh... please don't pressurize mi by saying that you'll give up on your study!