i m not selfish.....i'm just being fair to myself
Wee wee~~ Its being a long time since my last blog. A lot of things had happened lately... a bit out of control. But I am glad that I am not there alone. =) Last saturday, we went to mel's place to celebrate her birthday. Her "kisses" so cute!! My hands and legs there all got her saliva. Lolz. Got one occasion she turned her head and look at mi, then pee!!! After that she looked at mi again then ran off. Lolz. ArGH!!! Dirty girl.
Then when we went back to school on monday, its battling time with the projects again. Hmmm... managed to finish ECD, but was really struggling for our Fmgt. Pw and I stayed back in school till 11p.m. on thursday. But still getting no where because we don't know the actual requirements of the project. After that we went to pw place to do research then take a cab to my place to do project. Because I can't connect to the internet then. So we battle throughout, in the end we fell asleep and slept fo 1 hour. Lolz. But we still couldn't finish!! We're late for Fmgt tutorial even though we took a cab to school. Aye aye aye!!! What is sickening is that we can't print our report and couldn't hand in! Man... We're asked to hand in on monday but i think our marks will get deducted. Sianz... we work till vomitting blood and then still get deducted.
Thursday's event management meeting was like a torturing session to mi. It is the first time I got any terrible feelings for event management regardless of all the sleep that I've forgone. I am not selfish... I'm just trying to be fair to myself. I don't know what I should do next, so lost and pressurized. =(