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i am gone...If that's how you see me, then I got nothing more to say to you. I know I've let you down, and you can scold me for that. But please don insult me by taking me as a materialistic girl. I didn't break up with you because you don't drive, I didn't go out with them because they got a car. I don't care about what your friends say "crap"... I know my reason for break up may sound like a crap, yes it is a crap. I am totally upset now. I know you won't be reading this... Haha. I crap so that I can leave you without worries. Without worrying that you might hurt yourself, give up on the many things in life. So many times that I've asked for a break up, and so many times you threaten me with death, with your studies etc. But that's not the way to keep someone. Yes, and for that many times, I stayed. But it's not because of anything else, it's just because I'm scare. I don't want you to hurt yourself, I don't want anything to happen to you, just because of my selfish decision. Sorry. But I am really not a perfect person. I wanna be with my friends sometimes, I wanna stay out late sometimes, I wanna wear skirts, I wanna be freed... But you wanna take all that away from me. You want me to be a normal girl, someone who only got you in the eyes. I'm sorry, you can't control me like that. I feel suffocated. I loved you, but it's all gone now... I've gone to live my new life, I hoped you will too. |
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